sian.. sick and i stil have POS to go.. i wan to go for the POS but i m sick wat should i do? but stil i enjoy being part of the POS, even if i don play the most important part of POS but i m glad tat i m part of it! ITE RULES!!

aLvInA_eStHeR

haha. finally now my exams are all over!! YEA!! so happy! And guess will really be busy, with practice now due to the youth conference tat's coming up this JUNE 7!! hehe.. lookin forward to it!! This sat is extereme advanture at sentosa, is running 2.4 with qiu ping my cluster IC haha!! WAH!! so FUN!! looking forward to it yea!!

Oh yea!! And i m glad tat everything's fine now!! got back to normal with friends! Talk things out!! =D anyway, got to see each step i take lor...

Cellgrp members i miss u all!!!

NOW time to find a job yea!!

mann.. today, after seeing the news at 10pm channel 8, i started to tear, very touched of the things tat president wee did for the ppl, he didnt put the air of a president he is a nice, and friendly president. I like him, to be honest i dont know tat he is a president and tat he actually exist but stil i tink tat i respect him of the things he did for the people! Though, he may be gone but stil he remains in our heart!! I look up to him :)

Alvina

mann.. last week saturday, my zone supervisor cme to my cell grp to preach, mann it was great and the atmopshere was there!! solid!!! had a great,fun, exciting and awesome saturday.. the prescence was GREAT!! i jus feel the joy and love!!

smilE

Alvina

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

[Chorus:]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

[Chorus:]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

[Chorus:] [2x]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
One of my favourite song..The lyrics of the songs mean something to me..

Hi, i jus got back home from studying and guess wat, my mum told me tat my old laptop is spoil, and know wat,i got bless by my uncle a new laptop. He bought me a new one, cause the old one i brought to his place wanted him to repair it for me, and to my surprise it's spoil and cant be save, so he bought me a new one!! Indeed God i so wonderful, though i m going throught a tough time i didnt give up, know why n how come.Cause of the members i have in church they were really there all this while needed them yea. I really thank Go for them beside me yea..AMEN!! Praise the Lord for the ppl godly people around me!! Thank you God for putting Godly people beside me..

Hi one more gd news, i have a new friend this sunday to bring to church, i believe in the LORD, i dont knw but after all this things, i find myself more grown up and looking at things at a different view, having a more different and better view of God, of how he really mould His people thru trials and problems! yea.Indeed our God is a Great God..

HoPpInG aNd SkIpPiNg OfF

AlViNa

Message: sorrow from the heart.. 

sorrow from the soul...who... know...nobody..ONLY U......... 

how can... b forgotten..how can.. b neglect..is all depends on u... 

choose.. to be happy.. or choose..to be forgotten...orchoose.. to be memorable 

Wat is life?

L -life

I- Is

F- Full of

E- emptiness 

To make life full of excitement... IS all DEPENDs On U.. 

Those who have been hurt.. Will.. be heal.. 

Those.. who have hurt.. others.. Will.. be ...forgive.. 

Those.. who r lonely.. Will be receive mIrAcLeS..

Those who give..empty.. promise.. Will be punished..

Those who keep.. will live...in enternal.. life..

Those who Care ..  Those who dun

Those who Hurt ..  Those who arent

Those who kept e promise  

Those who broke e promise. 

To Those... and those...U maybe not concern.. u  yet.. u cant run away from it..

It live.. in u...

NO matter whu u r 

where u will be

U r juz.. U..

No matter u have hurt.. 

OR 

others have hurt.. u

it all wil be forgotten....

forgotten..

forgotten..

and..

forgotten..

u r not alone... u r not unnotice..there some1 out there searching... 

searching...

for only... one person

That is U.........

Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!"

God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen,

He has to throw a brick at us.

It's our choice to listen or not.

Thought for the Day:

If God had a refrigerator,
your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning.
Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!
Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless, God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way

                          Be Thankful for What You Have!! 

Should you find something on your dinner plate that

doesn’t appeal to you, don’t complain.

There are people who don’t have anything on their plate.

Should you find yourself stuck in traffic, don’t despair.

There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work,

think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad,

think of the person who has never known what it’s like to love and be loved in  return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend,

think of the woman in dire straits,

working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance,

think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror,

think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about,

asking what is my purpose?

Be thankful. There are those who didn’t live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people’s bitterness,

ignorance, smallness or insecurities,

remember, things could be worse. You could be them!

Should you decide to send this to a friend, you might brighten someone’s day!

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

L Love is something you deeply believe in

V You have a very good physique and looks

I You are always smiling and making others smile

N You like to work, but you always want a break.

A You love to be comfortable about yourself.. you love risk taking.

Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!"
God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen,
He has to throw a brick at us.
It's our choice to listen or not.
Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator,
your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning.
Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!
Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless, God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way

Never say I Love You

If you don't really care
 
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
 
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
 
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
 
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
 
Never say hello
If you  think you'll say goodbye
 
Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me
 
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key

haha.. hear that this year's youth conference wil be held at the indoor stadium.. wa.. mann i m so excited abt it..haha.. now we are actually praticing for it already.. but to be honest i miss our last year's guys.. mann they are strong and are really awesome.. more manly, not say i wan to judge them or wat but they really some have no mannhood..certain of them are very childish and playful yea.. sigh..

I really hope this year's youth conference wil be a great and awesome one..Pray for safety during pratice and many of them wil rise up yea.. cause i really think tat they need to be serious and respect at times yea..

Alvina

ok the very first day, 19 march 2005 were out for the leadership , first day mann.. reach the resort so nice and we actually took a group photo then we headed for a talk at the conference room.. mann.. really had a great time, we have to come into groups and the groups are mostly ppl we do not know and all of different sch and ages.. then we had to come up with a group contract.. which means every group,each members in the group have to agree to the things they stated and and then we have to come up with logo, poem and the meaning of our group name..then after all this we have to come up